Tuesday, October 14, 2014
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
How God Speaks to Me
I am working on hearing from God. I am also learning how God speaks to me. I have discovered that God speaks mostly to me through prayer and dreams, but mostly through prayer. If he puts something on my heart it usually shows up as a cluster of thoughts while I am quiet during my prayer time. If he is trying to spell something out to me or warn me he will give me dreams that I need to interpret. Sometimes these dreams are a string of visions with people randomly participating in outlandish events that make ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE. But he gave them to me for a reason and somewhere in that cloudy vision there are significant details and symbolism of instructions. If those dreams are ignored he continues to give them to me OVER and OVER. Eventually I will say, "okay God I get the point...you need me to do this."
He also introduces me to people who have the anointing and purpose to give me knowledge of what God intended for me to know. Those people are my favorite.
Discipline plays a HUGE Role
I want to SEEK GOD AND HIS KINGDOM FIRST before I do anything else in my life, so I am making an effort to make him a priority. As I put forth this effort to seek God first, I discovered that takes discipline. It takes to discipline to quiet yourself down and just get on your knees before him and hear him out. It takes discipline to listen. It takes discipline to consult him about your strongholds and no one else. It takes discipline to wake up in the morning and worship him and read the bible. It takes discipline to listen to his messengers during a workout instead of listening to music that may distract you. It takes discipline to remove all distraction that interfere with your precious time with the Lord. It takes discipline to want make him priority because HE SHOULD BE A PRIORITY not because you feel obligated or want something from him. It takes discipline to really want to get to know him.
What I want
I am currently working on having discipline in my life. It is the one thing that I am asking God to give me, because I believe that discipline is the key to many problems in life.
Hebrews 12:11--For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.
I long for discipline so I can have the BURNING DESIRE to seek God and his Kingdom FIRST. I don't want to figure life out on my own anymore because it yields no permanent rewards. I want the life and everlasting joy God intended for me to have.
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Friday, September 19, 2014
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Last weekend I had the opportunity of visiting one of my friends in Davenport Iowa. Her apartment was an absolute dream to experience. The apartment had so much character. Her personal touch on her home decor definitely complimented the architecture of the apartment. I loved her taste and it inspired me to make some inspiration boards for my next apartment. I definitely want to take my time researching the theme of my house and the color scheme. My favorite color is a ocean/teal blue. But I definitely love crisp white and clean lines. I also want to incorporate accents of pink. These images are giving me absolute life right now. I am moving to California next year, I do believe around May-June. I still have some kinks to figure out, but I am really excited about moving and apartment hunting. I plan to take some time to stay with my mother to save and make the best decision in choosing a budget friendly apartment. It is California after all; so I need to be patient and resist the temptation to just jump all in. But in the meantime I am excited to start crafting my vision for my California apartment. Enjoy!
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Products Used: Tresemme Naturals Conditioner Cantu Shea Butter Leave-In Conditoner Repair Cream Shea Moisture Coconut & Hibiscus Curl Enhancing Smoothie One'n Only Argan Oil
Monday, August 18, 2014
Monday has once again graced us with a fresh start for the new week. I started mine off with an amazing workout this morning. It actually was one of the best workouts I have done this summer. I learned some new strength training techniques that I incorporated in my routine from a trainer who gave me a free personal training session last week. I believed the free session was used as a marketing strategy to try gain a new client out of me. Little did he know my budget had no room for him and the ridiculously over priced personal training package. I am grateful for the short lived experience, however. His time certainly did not go to waste. I soaked up every bit of that workout and now its going to help me get the body that constantly fantasize about before the B-I-G 30!!!!!!
I cannot believe I am turning 30. I don't feel like I look 30, my body feels better and stronger than it did in my teens and early 20's. I have exercising and good family genes to thank for that. However, I am more wiser and joyful. I am glad I am going into my 30's with some wisdom and a purpose. I don't really plan on doing much for my birthday. I will probably buy myself a cake and flowers and wear a gorgeous dress. I am going to keep it really simple this year. But you know I have to BLOG and VLOG ABOUT MY UNCONVENTIONAL 30TH BIRTHDAY EXPERIENCE, RIGHT?!?
I didn't get a chance to blog about my last two birthdays. I am sooooo UPSET ABOUT IT!!! I will do like a throw back Thursday to my birthday celebrations some day soon.
After Eleven Blog. I discovered her awesome blog last week and I am already inspired by her posts. Her Cramer vs. Debt posts are informative but also straight to the point. I will be taking some tips from her for sure. Soooooo here we go again.
Disclaimer: I am also working on the organization of categories for my blog. I accidentally deleted the html code for the navigation menu bar that organizes my blog post into categories; and its been nothing but torture trying to figure out how to get the tabs back.
Monday, August 11, 2014
I want to post because I love it and because it is a creative outlet for me to express myself. Also I love looking at my pictures especially when I take really good ones. I am not naturally photogenic, I have been working on this for a long time now. And, I totally see my development. I don't mind inspiring people here and there, but I really just want to wear what I have in my closet during this season of my debt freedom plan. This will be a long season for me and it will put my gifts of personal style and creativity to use; in a such a way that I haven't really be familiar or comfortable with. I love to be of influence, but first and foremost I just want to have peace with what I am doing.
I run a blog and I am also a content creator for YouTube. These mediums take up a lot of my time and I refuse to be unhappy pursuing these projects. YouTube has already sucked me into the numbers game. I just want my blog to be a place where I don't have to worry about it. If people visit, than they visit. If they don't visit, then they don't. I am not doing any extra work to get attention. I am just going to be myself and document my life. I love my blog, but I feel like I can love it a lot more if I just treat it like my personal diary by which I carelessly left unintended for a few a hours for someone else to read.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Recently, I have made the decision to officially buckle down and achieve my hair goal of healthy hair which will then result in longer hair. I also want to be more comfortable and confident with my kinky curls. I find that the most important key to longer healthier hair is patience and hair productivity. I struggle with laziness when it comes to washing, styling and moisturizing my hair on a consistent basis. I am going to overcome this obstacle so I can see the fruits of my labor. I want you all to join me on my hair journey as I rededicate myself to this journey.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
I have been on a roll with books and products these last two months. In June I read a book by Joel Olsteen called I Declare. The book featured 31 promises to speak over your life. Everyday I relied on these promises/affirmations to guide me through my day. The more committed I became to this book, the more I began anticipating my affirmations every morning. I noticed a lot of things shifting in my life for the GOOD. I became a more positive person and abundant opportunities were flowing into my life. I am so thankful to for the experience of reading this book. I would like to pay it forward with my review. Happy readings.....so what's your favorite self-improvement book for the month?